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i was being such a baby earlier..i cant believe myself..me n mei were whacking each otherde whole journey hm haha..but most of de time,i was de one whacking(:opps sorry! lolanyways she whacked my head 2x!n pulled my ponytail):but haha that's her(:yupp somehow..i just change to becomea small child in front of my kor..maybe cos ive nv ever beenteng that much by a kor before..he's really nice..haha yes yes..it was kind of abad day for me at first..i forgot to bring my report bk..n a consent form..n bla bla bla bla bla!!but being with kor n mei totallymade my day(:somehow haha...it's always happy being with mei..i love her!!n kor sleep early please?blablablablablabla
??blabla??today today..wad can i say bout today?hmmms... i was kinda siao..actually im still kinda siao..haha i forgot to post thati cut my hair!yeahs believe it?da girl cut her hair!!!!i've nv ever wanted to cut my hair..until this yr..when i found my hair somessy, irritating, long..so i got it cut...it's shoulder length now...woooo i love it!!!!!!!!!my ponytail too(:but i kinda miss my fringe alil=Xafter school today..we were suppose to go hm withmr nocturnal sharky dreamyheadhaha de shark with big jawsLOL okays.. but his parents came to pick him up..so we couldnt go back with kor):but it's okays!!going back with him n mei tmrafter cca(:he treating us to gummies!!lalala okays..im acting like a small child..cos i finally found a korwho will teng wo(:he's real nice(:thank you kor!!u rock!! n stone!!i human!! haha(:i love my kor n mei(:they're de best..okays i better stop here..gotta print out ji hua shu..n do other stuff..bz yupps supersorry to everyone whomi didnt reply on msnim really bz..
opps=X i forgot to blog yday..
how dumb was i...
haha but anyways im doing it now!(:
wed was de best day of my life
for this yr... yupps
ive not had so much fun for a
long long time..
well, everyone had an extremely
fun time rights?agreed?
hahas yeah..
i was kinda surprised
when ian appeared at our meeting venue..
then i was shocked
when umms someone
i forgot who..
said other guys were coming too..
i was like huh?
dance ministry only has like two guys..
alex n oswald..
n all of a sudden..
im playing games with so many guys..
like wow?? they multiplied??
just with a blink of an eye??
okays we played volleyball,
captains ball, monkey!!
volleyball's cool(:
n maeve was simply adorable
when playing it(:
haha she's so adorable
n pretty too
everybody totally agrees..
after volleyball n monkey..
vanessa started aiming ppl
to push into de sea?
most of us were half pushed
half dragged?
yeaps haha including me..
de first person she aimed was gilda..
haha gilda.. she's totally adorable too..
guys who go for adorable girls
should totally go for her...
not kidding... serious..
haha once i get all de picts
frm tofu n maeve maybe..
then ill upload them..
but then maybe id be too lazy
to do so... haha=X
okays going back..
when vanessa started pulling me
i was like freaking out.. totally..
i mean everybody freaked out
kinda haha but yeahs
i was being dragged all de way
n screaming all de way..
gosh haha..
a very gd thing de sea water
didnt splash into my eyes..
yeaps. if not id be like ouch?
my contacts.. they're ex..
totally.. n they're hard lens..
not soft uh huh.. obviously.. okays once we were done at de beach..went to shower..blablablablablabla..then most of us went to vivo..while vanessa went to churchn shermaine went to work..we ate n cracked jokes..yolanda was totally adorable too!!de way she said"wadeva" n "so lame"
haha(:(:yeahtofu n oswald were like having"fights" de whole time..okays do u call that fights?i have no idea.. hahaso we went walking around..into de shops... oo adidas..there was thisumms wad do u call that?kay i dont knowit's just fake footballthey were like super noisy..haha i so dont know them..i dont know them..blablablabla..when i looked at my watch..i was like shucks!!5pm!!still at vivo!!when i reach hm..ill surely kana scolded AGAIN..so manda, tofu, sara n iwent hm first..while rissa, maeve, edrea, shawn tan,johannes, marvin, ian n alex stayed on..but in de end went to white sands' arcade..i have no idea y
i always post super long posts..
any idea y?
someone please tell me
if u know y.. haha
okays bout yday..
i spent like hrs
on de com
chatting on msn with maeve
mei n her new kor alex
haha de whole church's
becoming her fam...
i was like
that's kinda retarded
cos we're all alrdy one fam!!!
in CHRIST!!
okays haha
now i better get doing my maths
haha n chatting away
with mei n oswald ZZZ
thanks ppl(:for playing a part in reviving my blog..hahas i saw de tagboard...so many ppl tagging!!(:haha okays...im currently watching tvin my parents rm...de 10pm show...kinda confusing but understandable stillyupps okays i finally wasnt lazy today..like i woke up frm a deep slp...my self discipline's back too!!i did my maths assesment,n packed my room...cleaned it... using a CLOTH!!!okays i have no idea y iwrote de word cloth in caps...weird... ya...today's like a weird day for me...esp when i like talk to ppl...esp piggy boy...like it's de first day i know him...talked so formally...have no idea y...dont know y... nevermind...me n rissa totally agree thathe kinda changed...i mean u can like tell...somehow yes we can tell...anyways... okays...i finally decided to go sentosawith de rest of de dance ministry tmr...ill feel kinda scared n inferior...but well here goes...i must learn not to...haiix... wish me well...im scared to play ball tmr...they're all like so sporty...im like so inferior...haiix okaysrachael lim u muststop thinking that way...i keep telling myself not to think that way...to think positively...but at times i cant...like there's this fight or warhappening in my head my mind...one moment ill be feeling afraid...thinking im inferior...looking down on myself...de other moment ill be telling myselfnot to think that way...that who cares how i play?whether i play well or not?but then ill startlooking down on myself again...then de whole cycle repeats itself...what is wrong with me!?!ive been like that since de start of sec1!!i want my old self back.de happy cheerful lively girl...who wouldnt keep looking downon herself...anyways i gtg le...cos my mom says ive 5minto finish up n shut down de com...haiix... i miss msn!!!i miss talking to my frenz deusual way i do n not formally...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
i've loads to tell u ppl!!!okays here goes...first ill say hello...HELLO!!!(:yesterday's megalife service...hmmms what can i say about it?i dont know... we danced...i made a mistake...but who cares?cos i was dancing for the Lord...we all were dancing for the Lord...could really feel de joy of the Lord...haha yes!!our attire was totally hip(:jeans,black top with spag top,hairband(same colour as spag top),black socks...HIP totally!!!n so after service we had cell straightbefore eating dinner...rissa didnt eat again...cos she wanted to play ball n catchingwith them again hahasports is so her life!!!girl, no matter what,ur jie here'll always be behind u!!!support u 4eva!!!(:so no worries...even if ur stamina's not as gd as them...u'll still have ur ownoutstanding, unique n special part of u...that belongs to u n only u...n that's what makes u u...ure not a loser no matter what ya?cos in God's eyes...ure His child...n He made u what u were supposed to be...cell was totally fantastic!!about confidence...everyone of us has problems with this topic...but salsa asked us to read loads of versesthat helped us out alot... likePsalm 118:8'It is better to take refuge inthe Lord than to trust in man.'2Corinthians 12:7-109'But he said to me,"My grace is sufficient for you,for my power is made perfectin your weakness."Therefore I will boast all the moregladly about my weaknesses,so that Christ's power may rest on me.10 That is why, for Christ's sake,I delight in weaknesses, in insults,in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties.For when I am weak, then I am strong.'Psalm 34:22'The Lord redeems his servants;no one will be condemnedwho takes refuge in him.'all of us felt much better after cell...so THANKS SALSA!!!love ya loads!!(:(:
hellos again(:tiring day... real tiring...had this amazing race frm one beachall de way to de other... at pasir ris...we crossed like a thousand bridges...n went to n fro like a million times...de sun was like blazing down...super hot too...but at least we had fun rights?(:ya... me,lee,wennie,rain,hx,wj,sheena,ht,vivi,susi,saranya,lindy,yan min,greg,jordan,pc,jyang,al,nico,dlt,clement,dext,zhe wei,dchoo,jian qing went totally...okays i dont know yi listed out all de names but ya...hahas weird me=Xde last part was at de playground...me lee n wennie went to that spiderwebred ropes thingy...ya i totally love climbing it somehow...it's de only thing i love climbing so far...WEIRD ME hahas(:l8r al nico pc greg n jordan joined in...al like monkey like that climb climb climb...then drop his specs...serve him right hahahahaha!!that nico still de same...trick us say break into half...hahas okays...i dont know how wennie managed tofinish off one whole 1.5l bottle of coke!!!totally acidic!!!! but ya it's kinda nicew8 did she finish it off?hahas weird me...i totally dont know y i keep saying weird me...but that proofs im weird...i finally know where 403 goes to n stuff now...de last part was de worse...where me n lee kana like ticked off bythis ahems ahems AHEMS!!!lee u know what im talking bout...yeahs... sorry i know this is confusing hahait's meant to be this way...okays...i didnt type out lots of stuff that happened...like how childish some of them were at macsrunning about...i dont know these ppl...haha... but it's gd to be childishonce in awhile...i really had a great time overall...catched up with ppl like lee wennie rain n hx!!wooo u peeps totally rock!!everyone hahayes everyone including de guysjust for this once...laughed loads too!!de jokes made by hx lee rain n others...they're so cool(:not de jokes de ppl hahasee im really really weird!okays weird me hahai remember how muchi smacked hx on de back...sorry hahasi know im like so chor lor=X...bleh.i cant get my feelings right...do i like that someone or do i not?of cos im not gonna say who's that someonehere of all place yeahs...do i miss him?haiix i really have no idea...so many r going after him...n im like some fool here...not even knowing my own feelings...when i look at him de same qnskeeps coming to my head...just like today again...i wish i had no emotions at times...i wanna be like a bird...free to fly...high into de sky...okays maybe not a bird...they still have probs...mms de best would be to be in heaven..be an angel...yeah no pains no sufferings.i wanna go heaven...well it's impossible for us not to have emotions rights?haiix that's de sad part...real sad part...i've changed so much on de inside...everyone thinks im still thathappy cheerful girl i was...but im not...ever since this yr...all i've been getting...less smiles...less laughter...less everything...more pains.more hurts.more disappointments.more tears.more swollen eyes...n more many more...sometimes i laugh alot smile aloton de outside.but im actually suffering alot on de inside...complicated?maybe. to u. not to me...so much problems...they're uncountable...just like de stars...*starstarstarstarstarstarstarstarstar*i wanna see my double rainbow...will i even get to see it?live to see it?
Hellos(:sorry that i changed my url n stuff...Yeahs i wanna change my email too...Im kinda happy with my decision!!lalala...I went to watch shrek3 with rissa on tues(:It's not really nice...I prefer pirates(:Totally rock yeahsI cant w8 for this sat!!!!cos im in dance ministry...N our first experience will be this sat...during worship n de first song!!!yeahs(: cant w8...manda says it's a really gd experiencesoooooooooooo excited!!!hope ill feel happy n that de joy of de Lord will be with me...Then ill be able to dance properly n stuff ya...Must be there at 3pmIf l8 will be kicked out no matter wad reasonif u dont tell them 5hrs before...Hope i wont be l8...im always a kinda l8 person ya...Like when i arrange to meet somoneill be l8 defn...ya most of de time...for example this tues when i went to watch shrek with rissa.........we arranged to meet at 12 30...every min i was l8 i had to like pay $1 to her...yeahs i was l8 by 19mins!!!!!!ahhhhhhhhhh!!!but rissa's not a mean girl...hahas ya so 19bucks rights?it became divided by 2...but she rounded off so 10bucks...sad...sad...i lost 10bucks for nth!!!!!!i somehow love to use de words blablalike my msn name...it's ??blabla??hahas i have totally no idea how i came out with such a name...but rissa said it matches my dp...which is a pict of girl... cute obviously...ya^^my mom just told me today that she wants me to journal everyday...she didnt exactly tell me but ask n stuff...ya n i was like okays...what else could i say?blablablablablablablablablai just realised no archives...
what song should i put?
it was totally chaotic on msn today...tmr gonna go pasir ris beach with CAPS ppl(:miss them loads(:chaotic day...on msn...is all i can...say...
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