October 25th!
a week since i last posted..
haha busy this week la.. gahh
went to mediacorp on
monday and tuesday(:
it was simply
E.N.J.O.Y.A.B.L.E and FUN!
met loads of DJs and
a few actors and actresses
like Joanne Peh!
one of my favouritey!(:
she's so pretty! with
rebonded hair, haha
try picturing her in ur head!
haha and i got
justin ang's autograph..
after i got it,
i was like actually,
what's e use of 'pai zhaoing' n
getting their autographs ahh?
haha weird rights??
but i think!
the most impt of all
would be those lovely memories:DD
Memories are just one of the most
beautiful things u can ever have in life!
right right??
haha and i made friends with
joyce and phoeb(:
they work in mediacorp..
haha, they're so young and smart!
and funny luhhs(:
i cant upload the picts!):
it's always like that..
like ahhhhhhhhhh!!
nevermind.... diao
in cher's one,
all of us were so unglam!
i shall call it the unglam pict forever..
haha i just love them!
u know joyce keeps calling us
the 'cool people'..
i have totally no idea why..
cos i so dont find myself cool.
LOLs okay what's next?
elearning day... again
yesterday was horrid
doing elearning..
i rather go to school and rot..
but the topics for maths and science
were interesting(:
And ===
dance was cancelled again!
i really miss dance!
it's been a long time since
ive been stretching..
i wanna dance e
sets of hip hop thst shu ying taught us!
DANCE, PLEASE START NEXT WED!
and i hope the sec4s can make it..
havent been seeing them for
some time already..
kor told me ian and him
had a surprise for car..
it was this picture of me and her
with the line...
oopsie i forgot!
haha but it was really beautiful!
alrights,,
i was so suprised la,
when in the end she came to me
and talked to me about it..
WASNT IT SUPPOSED TO BE A...
SURPRISE?
that girl was talking
in like one whole big round
so i only got her saying
kor told me abt it
which he wasnt supposed to
so the plan was spoiled..
but they're so sweet..
kor came out with the line..
ian paid 6dollars for 2picts(:
so sweet rights? THANKS SO MUCHkor and ian!(:i really cant wait to see it(:
haha and ratana came over to my
house to practice
e doublebass today!
it's gonna be with me
for 6 whole days!
my lovely babie forever!
must take pict!
ohs, and i got so irritated
cos i just lost one whole
bunch of picts
so i have to get them all back frm
amanda again..
haii
oopsie!
dinner time!
B.O.R.E.Di think im falling sick again.a good thing,i dont have togo to school tomorrow.it's e-learning day!but still,i have to wake up at 0700am!and of ALL subjects,it's history, SBQfirst thing in the morning!AND it's included in next yr's marks.history is just-[ughh; not me!]it's my LOWEST subject ever!for EOYS that's it..my results are likeA1 A1 A1 for the 1st semester..and C6 C6 C6 for the 2nd one!imagine!but at least,my Chinese got an A1(:whee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:DDDD81.5:Dmy highest subject ever!i LOVE chinese! gahh.but so not the teacher..mr yellow......self praising himselfin front of the whole cohort!anyways, change topic!rewind rewind forward forward!HERE WE GO!!!!hahas,BORED LAHHSi just love Felicia:Dshe was so cute when playing taiti today!hahaha..and i practiced the dbwith ratana bananafor two whole periods..fingers were so numb and pain..hurt like crazy!and dance starts next wed!whee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:Di miss dance! okay,that's it for now:DEnjoy!
I am blogging, chatting, and
rotting away while waiting
for my dad to come back(:
went for piano at 11am today!
felt good after it..
gonna invest in
johann sebastian bach's CDs
of preludes and inventions(:
they rock okay!
haha...
i think my dad's back!
wheeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha i love my daddy daddy(:
am i being juvenille?
learnt it from alex tee, my kor(:
haha he's vocab is just
extremely brilliant!
you should talk to him..
he's lovely!
okay, so after my
precious piano lesson,
i went to meet emmie at
the bus stop in front of
her block..
we went to the tamp cc
to eat lunch(:
talked like mad..
she didnt know what to
eat so she ordered the same as me!
rice with cabbage, sweet & sour pork
and my favourite egg tofu!
it just simply rocks..
i know my meimei loves it too(:
she'll defn order that
when eating mixed rice..
LOLS okay i keep digressing..
so after eating that,
emmie still wasnt full!
and she again didnt know
what to eat!
haha how cute is that..
in the end, she bought
ice jelly(:
it had watermelon in it!
how weird?
have never eaten ice jelly with it..
it was raining really heavily..
wondering how on earth to
walk back..
then the rain stopped!
im being really amused here
i have no idea why!
LOLS okay
but after we left,
there was this really really
BIG PUDDLE covering the
whole walkway..
or you can call it
a mini flood!
i totally soaked my flats in it-
the WATER!!
i was wearing flats and emmie
was wearing sneakers
but they're converse so owells,
haha!
so after that lil "crisis" i had,
went up to emmie's house!
and the first thing i saw,
her CAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YEEEEEEEEEKS!!!!!!!!!!
looked so evil, really!
oops=P sorry emmie!
haha but im really really afraid
of animals!
freaky......!!
i was running away from the cat
! it really is very fat,
but emmie says it's cos of the fur,
not that it's fat..
in fact, it's skinny!
like emmie!
the skinny skinny girl,
i want her to grow FAT!
haha im so mean..
LOLS anyways,
so we went to play on her
piano........... quite different
from mine..
we were doing sight reading
with her piano scores..
she played the RH,
i played the LH
really good and simply sweet(:
fun too!
her younger bro was there
i mean in her house
haha u know emmie's so
fortunate to have
a pri five younger bro
and a sec three older bro..
but i shall not talk about her bros!
haha even though
they're kinda interesting..
her whole family's
really interesting, i feel!
LOL okays,
i left her house at almost five..
and went home..
was really tired..
i am still really tired now!
you can see my humongous
eye begs and my panda eyes!
okay, was talking to nico just now
and i would like to thank
two people here..
they've made me
smiled and laughed the real me..
that would be emmie and nico..
emmie, well i spent most of
my day with her,
besides my family..
and nico, he did nothing
but talked to me on msn..
he was being very spas and stuff,
and then he told me
he hasnt been smiling much..
i was like woah..
impossible!
he has always been that
cheerful sort of guy..
i made him laugh, amazing
that i did..
maybe God, arranged
for all this to happen!
He is just such an
AWESOME GOD!
So to all the people who are
feeling very troubled and hurt,
try listening to
"Why" by Nicole Nordeman..
you will then know that
Jesus knows how we feel,
how you feel..
the hurt we are feeling right now,
it's nothing compared to
Jesus when he was on the cross.
He knows how we feel..
Maybe through this
period of hurt or troubledness,
He's actually teaching us somthing,
and I know that
He is in fact moulding us
to become a young person
who's heart is after Him!
and He is also
bringing us closer to Him
through all of these..
so do not be afraid or worry okay!
For He is with you always
throughout this whole period!
So through this,
draw closer to Him
learn to trust in Him and
learn to surrender it ALL TO HIM
for He is our Lord,
our Saviour,
our Father,
our Friend,
our EVERYTHING..
He loves you for who you are..
and nothing in this world
can ever take it away from you..
He loves you, my dear..
"you will never know the real me"i dont know who i am, i really dont.who exactly am i?i never used to be this way.i dont know what's going to happen..i dont wanna act being happywhen i am not.i dont wanna step out of my housejust to face everything else buthappiness. hah.sometimes i reallyhate being me.being rachael.i need to learn to trust in the Lord..to surrender it all to Him!ahhhhhhhhh!im such a sinner.and yet,He died on the cross just for me,a sinner, a BIG time sinner!that's me..so i really need to learnto trust and surrender it ALL TO HIM!and my friends,you know who you are girls.dont start talking to uslike nothing happened at all.you already did it.face up to it.apologise.that would be the best thing foryou to do.right now.i can be much more meanerif i want to.so face up to it.face reality.i know no one is a 100% perfect..but dont u think u need to stopthis ........................ ?no matter what happens,i still really wanna let u know thatno matter how manymistakes you make in life,no matter whether they're big onesor real small ones..Jesus loves you.and this doesnt only relateto you girls..but everyone out there.and im trying really hardto love you girls..so please, help meby stopping it all okay?dont continue to ruinall of our friendships..till next time..tomorrow(:okay finally i feel like smiling!(:
hello(:im back..haha two posts in one day..i need to blog this out!emmie's mom doesnt allowus to go to her house..which means..we'll either have to changethe venue to renu's houseor cancel it..i dont know..emmie's trying to persuade her momher birthday's this sat..hope everything will turn out right!really hope so..ive always imagined her houseto be very high class..even though she livesin a flat..wells!okay i better go..
you should notice how many
people visit my blog..
the number's pathetic..
LOL owells,
it doesnt matter!
this is just nothing
compared to life.
Pathetic people who just love
talking behind peoples' backs
are not worthed it!
to think we treated
themas such good friends..
and
they just had to
ruin it..
EVERYTHING we went through..
if they ever read this post of mine,
im saying this
know something?
we dont care anymore
EVEN if you're not talking
abt me.
im still saying this.
cos they're my friends.
and i know they wont
and will never
do to me what ure
doing to them..
and even if you stop
talking abt them
behind their backs,
it's of no use..
e hurt you've caused them
do u think it can
just be taken away???
so stop talking bad abt people
behind their backs!
think abt it?
what good will it do you?
bring you more friends?
NO!
it only ruins ur friendships!
so get a life girls.
and just stop it.
say it in our faces
stop the bitching.
and, face it that
you already ruined our
friendships.
God bless you girls..
forget it..
take it as the past..
it has already been done..
and nothing you do
can ever take it away..
i dont have the time to get
emmie's handphone pouch!?!
nevermind.
im going shopping on
a sunday probably
so LOL. haha
today today..
what was today about?
we just totally slacked and rotted
in school..
presentation after presentation
in the stuffy and small hall..
first, the police talk about
shoplifting and gang fights
then there was this
self esteem talk.
it was the best of all!
the speaker was sara kim..
she speaks well
but you cant imagine her
as the type of person who
has a job
that talks abt self esteem..
i think she did a great job(:
but we had to leave for
the com lab in between for this
finance management talk.
it was rather interesting, actually.
with this game we could rack with.
haha to raise 15000 dollars
in like 6mths
after graduating from uni
in order to stay in this town..
it was cute..
haha....
and there's NO
string tomorrow!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!
but our auditions
for syo's on the 27th..
and we have not prepared a
second piece!
can you believe it
it's like one week plus away..
and we are still not prepared..
we wont see our tuition teacher!
that's the second thing..
i will so not get into syo ..
LOL. anyways..
i rather go church than for
syo practice..
since sooner or later,
the time'll clash..
haha okay
but im still glad there's
no string tomorrow..
not that i dread it..
but im not in the mood..
haha and ryce isnt going!
she is just spas..
after recess,
we just talked
and rotted our time
away in the hall
talking away..
going to emmie's house
on monday!(:
oops havent asked yet..
we're gonna take loads
of nice picts(:
ohs, and i somewhat
pitied the last speaker..
imagine having talk after talk
the whole day..
we just shut ourselves out..
and i was being very high..
u can ask vroom vroom carissa
i was completely 'mad'!
cher and i were using amanda's
tennis racket as the
electric lead guitar!
and playing with it(:
how spas right?
but it seriously rocks..
like we are planning to
learn it during the hols..
but it'll be so ex?
can anyone tell me what
i should do???
okay LOL..
cher says she can imagine me
standing on the bed
with one electric guitar
and messy hair,
just rocking away!
haha she has
vivid imagination
that drama girl!
im talking to emmie now..
she's like high everytime
i talk to her on msn..
LOL. look here..
EMMERLYN; says:
BEEEEEEEEUOOOOOOOO!
hahahahhaahha rachael is SUPERRRRRRRR CUTE
dont you agree?
HAHHA YES I KNOW YOU AGREE
AND YOU ALL ARE LIKE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PRETTY CANNNNN(:
HAHAHAHAHAHAH MY FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!
its people like you cher jolene and everyoneeeeeeeeeeeeeee
so pretttttttty please!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
THEN WHAT? MY LIVER!
my KIDNEY
my...small intestine.
your head la your head can?
you can tell she's high right?
haha owells,
there's this funeral going on
a few blocks away..
very noisy..
anyways, so tired!
multi tasking like crazy!
okay ill post picts after monday
at emmie's house okay?
(: God bless you people!
oh remember that
GOD LOVES YOU
NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS!
he loves YOU AND ME!
(:
i feel glad today!
and i have totally no idea why!!
okay LOL..
emmie says it's my signature..
if u hear me say LOL in that way..
okays...
i wonder how i did for maths..
e whole cohort just did so badly..
anyways,
i shall not care that much for now..
it's alrdy over!
nothing can be done!
so guess ill just relax..
today was not a special day
and was a special day..
hmmms..
we went to the Labrador Park
in harbourfront..
for a maths trail thing..
the facilitators were quite nice..
yupp but super tiring lah!
climbed a hill and everything..
so tired~
when we reached back in school,
we faced these million
presentations..
never ending..
how tiring..
and im going to my room now!(:
my precious sleep..
not going to my room now.
haha i never sleep this early!
I really wanna change myblogskin okay...haii..too lazy to search for one now..i have to rush!watching The Nannie Diariesat 7pm and mydad isnt back yet):okay diao..today is just so tiring.i slept lateand woke up so early at 7am!i went with cher to help inmy mom's kindergarten(:the children are justsimply oh-so-adorable!!as in serious,you should take a lookfor yourself..tomorrow's probablythe last day ill be helpingthem): ):so cher and i boughthamburger sweets for them!gonna miss them badly.no school..i wanna do loads of stuff..i need to go back tomy swimming!i kind of regretted stoppingbut anyways,seeya..dad needs to do...for...urgh..
yesterday's praise servicewas simply AWESOME!!!you have totally no idea howGREAT AWESOME MARVELLOUSFANTASTIC BRILLIANT...it was!im glad ive stopped emo-ingbut im afraid ill go back.it'll be terrible..but i cant help it.when problems just keepsurrounding me.i hate these problemsthat wont stop bothering me.that keep wasting my time.ive changed so much..because of them.i need to occupy myself..probably with musicmusic is my only joy in life..besides maybe dance andof cos Jesus!my parents justdont und why i need a mp3..it's not for luxury or anything.but i need it to listen to music!music is my life, my whole life!im not even asking for an ipod!!forget abt it..i dont know why emmieloves my name so much?haha she rocks,im telling you.she rocks okay.we were supposedto cont talking yesterday?anyways, i shall call her later,the girl who simply loves my name.im going shopping later..i need shoes..my shoes justkeeps saying bye to me.you never know..
know what?THIS sucks okay.it sucks to the core.everyone who is in the problemshould GET A LIFE!stop it with all the vulgarities.stop it with all the gossiping cosu wanna talk,u wanna gossip,say it to our faces!im telling you this,say it to our faces man!I AM JUST SO STRESSEDu dont know what im talking abt.so you, my problems,get out of my life!!im telling you, noordering you, my problems,IN JESUS' NAMEGET OUT OF MY LIFE!
i just so gave up searching fora new blogskin for thisoh-so-postdead blog of mine..you have no idea how hot cher'sbg music is man!!cher i love u badly sweetheart..haha okay sound les..but im so straight fyi....FYE's are.. FINALLY OVER!done with mugging!!i think it was prettyy good, fye'sexcept for mep performingwhich i totally suck at it..there's no school tomorrow..no school on monday..and no school on tuesday..Riverlife Kindergarten'll be waitingfor me n cher tomorrow(:we'll be helping out..those just so adorable kids!!i dont know why i can clique with them..they're just soo adorable!you should take a look at them.im glad and sad..our FYEs end so earlythat we'll get bored in schoolbut oh! we can have girl talkagain girls(:my lovely emmie cher felhuinee n tatty!Emmie i cant imagine how highu were today...oh how low man..okay whatever..im being lame..haha with my L..O..Lu cannot imagine!how's it?i finally updated yeah?Saturday, here I come..wait for me!i was e girl with white shoes today!
:D ill update after i change my skin
so bear with me loves(: