IT'S the 29THHHH!!!!!! IDK why im so happy it's the 29th! haha. Is this crazy or what?? OMJ! haha. tell me why ive been so high since yesterday!?! okay, counting out this afternoon of course!OMJ! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY PRISCILLA!!:DD it's just a year away to the NC16 movies yeah! HAHA. Idk if im overreacting but PRIS AND SALSA ARE COUSINS! Is this cool or what? OMJ!! They're COUSINS!! And im AMAZED!! haha!:DD Prissy has been such a nice friend! even though she's like 2 years older than me(: and we met during fortified when i was josh, P6! haha. time flies la pris! Come for easter okay!:DD ILY DARLING!OHHH Thursday was FANTASTICALLY GREAT! Felicia and Cherlyn are always making me laugh like mad. Cherlyn was doing jumping for sports day. And haha. I dont even know what jump it was! I think it was single right? haha. CHERLYN ROCKS! jump so far(: you dont know how many unglam shots of felicia and cherlyn i took! HAHAHA. we were laughing so loudly i think everyone was straing at us.. OOPS!Vanessa Yap and Germaine came over to video us for the easter thing! Vivian Carissa Eunice and I were holding candles, around tatty's favourite statue. HAHA! But they were late! They were supposed to be at St Hildas when they were videoing us.. haha! Arguing with the security guard. OMJ!! haha.Choir concert was GREAT:D even though TKG's choir didnt perform that well! it's alright girls!:DD you know NJC's choir is like WOOOOOWWWWW they're seriously good. really really good! esp with that small amt of ppl they have! HAHA this brings me back to rmb how fel fell at sugar(: HAHAHA FEL ILOVEYOUGIRL!:DDTODAY was AHHHHH! i cant believe i didnt touch the doublebass at all!!! haha! and i was having cca! Josh! I was feeling so moody at first lah.. but ratana just made me laugh! haha. It's so her, tana, being that girl(: We just sat there doing maths, writing letters and writing my chinese script while everyone else was playing. AMAZING LA!! haha. And i thought tana how to use the butterfly method.Lift up ur hands, flap them and start to fly.. HAHA. this is crap okay. dont listen. HAHA.it's Maths with algebra and factorisation! and she was being so her again! HAHAHA. it's so cute the way the two eighters call it the 'X' method when it's like the BUTTERFLY METHOD! HAHA.So we simply did all that for like three hrs! HAHA. oops! gtg!Back:D And i just took cough syrup even though it totally doesnt help! Cough syrup sucks. I cant stand taking medicine and
you had to made me eat it by ...
i rather be out than come nack home and see your face..
I hope it'll last forever..Tell me it will...
ALRIGHT! im back(: i cant wait for THURSDAY to come and ill finally get to spend time with cherlyn and felicia:D EMMIE i really hope ull come okay! dont rush off after school again darl): ure always rushing, we hardly have the time to talk properly to you nowadays.. ill be talking to u again soon emm, no pressure!Storybook endings fairytales coming trueDeep down inside we wanna believe they still do...Haha, i believe everyone wishes that fairytales were true(: but that would be a fairytale by itself too.. lols. I wonder what happened! are you alright? I told you my problem, you can tell me urs too, okay?Im talking in circles.. haha not exactly.. i think no one would know what im talking abt.. but i think im worse off.. cos i have totally no idea what osw is talking abt! haha.I better get going.. my parents are bugging me seriously just because ive used the com for AN HR!! ah! it's been ONLY an hr! I totally agree with cherlyn that our parents just cant except the changes! haha there's no link but i better get going..If I had only one wish..I'll wish for you.I love you..
HELP! im HIGHHH TO THE SKYYYYYYYYYY TO THE MAX!!!! SERIOUSLY!!! AND JOEY KEEPS TALKING ABT HIS TRI-JAM SANDWICH WHILE MEIMEI KEEPS GOING -.- HAHAHA! okay im dying here! hahaha. i cant stop laughing, im so sorry! ahaha. sharks, i better come back another time! gotta talk talk talk and of course, TOFU MY DARLING AND JAJA MY BOYFRIEND HAHAHAHA [it's an inside joke]
If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever.
I just gotta let you know,
I never wanna let you go.
When you look me in the eyes.
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,I
catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
This song kept ringing in my head on Valentines:D It's so romantic and lovely(: oh josh, but my Valentines was crap besides RENUGA CHERLYN LIN HUI EMILY KWAN THAHIRA thanks so much for the presents and letters!(: haha. I still have a million letters to write! and im crossing so many names off my list cos of time constrain.. im so sorry!
Felicia hasnt lent me P.S I love you! Her markers are LOVELY!:DD THANK YOU FELILI! aww.. CAs were good, i think.. haha. I felt so calm.. No idea.. lols but i know it's cos ive been praying before and during each CA! THANK YOU GOD! YOU'RE SUCH AN AWEOME GOD:DDD
Im sick! sick! sick! I waited so long for the doc today.. My number was 37 and it was at 15 i think! ah josh, i hate medicine! they're eww disgusting! ewwwwww i felt like vomiting.. eww josh help! AND THE NUMBER OF TIMES I FALL SICK IN A YEAR IS 3-4 times! AND YES! IT"S BELOW THE NATION"S AVERAGE!:DDDD weets! haha.
Im dead and tired and i know u cant tell..
I wonder what will happen..
When you look me in the eye...
I'm dead- Rachael's dead- i just feel like getting on my bike, ride down to the beach and scream it all out.. i dont wanna do it on my blog.. not here, just not here.. If it even makes sense, ill ride on my imaginary bike and just fall off and get injured. The fact-does it make sense? i wish it did.. Will this feeling ever go away? Im so tempted to use the word damned right here.. But im controlling.. ahhhh.. I just spent my whole day rotting at home today.. the only useful thing i feel i did would have been talking on the phone.. It helps to strengthen relationships.. yeah! The most useful thing--talking on the phone! WOW rachael! im amazed! okay fine i shall stop with this.. ive FIVE CAs this week and im not ready at all.. or rather, u can say that im not even done with 3/4 of the studying.. Science and maths being the exception though.. ughhs. I just have no mood to study even when i have balls full of time! i shall just stop this..
alright! Josh, THANKS TOFU for the present! or rather, presents!(: URE SO SWEET DARLING! THANK YOU!! haha(: i simply love talking to dou, cos she'll always give me the encouragement and advice(: I can go to her abt anything.. She's just the girl.. haha(: thanks dou!I just ate so much today.. But i know all my fats will go somewhere(: hahaha. i havent had my proper dinner.. not even a proper lunch or breakfast today..
I shall spend some time with my brother now..Lord, I want to perservere throughout this race till i reach the end..would You guide me through every step i take and help me face reality together with you..In Jesus' most precious name I pray, AMEN(:Im gonna live each day with a smile for you(:I wanna count the stars in the sky cos I know it'll take forever...
I just turned off that radio cos i got sooo irritated.. ughhs. They're playing all the songs that instead of making me feel better, it makes me get a terrible headache.. yeahs. i cant stand headaches.. And im so tired.. My throat is dry and starting to feel alil painful.. The fact: ive hardly eaten alot of goodies! it doesnt feel like cny.. josh, what is wrong... ive a whole lot of CAs next week and ive got no time to study.. im like visiting my relatives 247!! tiring but yeahs, catching up is good(: i love my cousins frm my mum's side! we're just so close.. Here are pictures!
My grandfather and I!(:That's Edmund, Joyce, my grandfather and Terence(:That's JunHao and my grandfather(:(:i know u know them...My dad's side...My cousins, aunt and uncle and my grandparents..My family, aunt and uncle, godparents and grandparents(:Everyone's telling me they're bored and im really dead bored and dead tired.. not in the mood to do anything.. OH i went to auntie winnie and uncle patrick's house earlier on at 930 am.. i saaw David and his brother.. woah everyone' changed.. as in physically.. haha. and they're migrating except the older brother.. ohwells, another childhood friend's migrating to aus. first, michelle and marcus and family.. next it's them.. I know God has a plan for them.. oh wells, im gonna miss them badly! haha. that's all..
Tell me you'll stay...
ALRIGHT! i was supposed to blog yesterday, on my actual day but i was out practically the whole day! -
050208- 930! after school, salsa [green vegetable] evelyn [cai dao kueh] eunice [popiah] and carissa my meimei celebrated my birthday with me right in the middle of the pavement at the roadside! haha. here are the pictures! Enjoy...(:
Here's the chocolate cake salsa and bra bought for me(: THANK YOU!
This was what CARISSA did to me.. it wasnt bad(:
US!
And US!! -Just check out the BG(:So we just sat there, there.. wonder where there was? haha. dont worry not the road(: until salsa and chandra had to leave for vivo then we went to the bubbletea shop to chill~ [ill upload the pictures soon.. it's taking ages to install!]
My mei mei had training at kallang so she went there and i went to meet my classmates people at tm!! THEY WATCHED ONE MISS CALL!!!! ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! Cherlyn was simply freaking out! hahaha. -Dont ask me to watch horror please(: haha. It was great shopping with Felicia!! but our legs were breaking we stopped at 2plus instead of 330.. haha.
So i headed on for home, home sweet home.. and deposited my choc cake and a bag full of presents and cards back home.. they were heavy! Totally heavy! haha. i left for white sands to meet chanelle and kimberly(: they forgot my birthday! haha. it's alright! i still love them(:
I went back to TM to meet my godmother.. to get my new wonderful phone!(:
W580i! wheeeeee ive been aiming.. it used to be over 300 dollars but it costs only a 138! add on the 100 dollar voucher! woahh!! haha. i love my phone(: and now ive got 1100 free messages(: haha. yes, i message alot(: so feel free to drop a message or essages in my inbox(: haha. okay okay back.. hmms yes! we went shopping aft getting my phone while waiting for my fam to arrive(: haha. my godmother bought for me a pair of shoes! a dress! two blouse! yes! My godmother really treats me well.. She pays for my monthly hp bills and buys so much stuff for me.. THANKS GODMA! I LOVE YOU SO SOOOOO... MUCHH!(:
When my fam and godfather arrived, we ate at
genki sushi! i lovee sushi! haha. i eat seafood when eating sushi.. haha. imagine that! it was oooooo sooooo fantabulous! yes yes! and my godfather took a birthdya video for me, a very short one!(: he skipped going for a 2000dollars max buffet dinner last night just to spend the time with me on my birthday(: THANK YOU SO SOOOOO MUCHH GODPA!(:
yes and there's home sweet home.. and my bed! haha. i talked to meimei till i fell asleep! haha. im so sorry carissa! i was so tired, i know ure really understanding(: THANKS FOR THAT LOVELY POST!
Here's THANKS to everyone who remembered my Birthday and made the effort to make my birthday such a memorable one this yr(:-Brenda(:-Alexander Tee my kor! [for the letter and abstract art(: It was lovely, really. the fourteen simleys(:]-Carissa meimei! the first to wish mr HAPPY BIRTHDAY on 050208(: at 12am exact(: haha.-Rachel Chai [thanks for all the encouragement uve given me(:]-Gernaine my cousin [I didnt expect u to remember, thanks cuz!(:]-Emmanuelle(:-Maverick [GBYD too(:]-Saranya [This really came as a surprise for me, thanks yo!(:]-Cheryl Tan!(:-Yiren [Thanks for the card and the eeore!(:]-Maeve!(:-My MUMMY!:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD [giving me a hug right early in the morning! ILOVEYOU!]-My DADDY!:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD [THANKYOU DADDY I LOVE YOU!]-Janel(:-Cherlyn! [for my 'name' and the winnie the pooh!(:]-Felicia! [for that really unique tv photo frame! it's simply beautiful!(:]-Tat Huey! [for that cute little pink hippo!(:]-Amanda! [I LOVE YOU TOO!(:]-Ian! [I really thought u forgot(: Thanks kor(:]-Kimberly! [It's alright babe!]-Godpa(:-Godma(:-Lishan [for the card db mate!(:]-Tracy [for the card too!(:]-Hong Jun! [Thanks for the greeting card friend!(:]-Alyssa
-Evelyn -Eunice [you three for the cake and the time and the thoughts!(:(:(:]-My brother of course! [for just being there(:]
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Jiaxin(:And to all who have really given me alot of encouragement throughout my entire life! Even those who just wished e a simple Happy Birthday(: Thank you really! I didnt expect to have such a great birthday this yr(:Thank you! there are so many of you(:alrights, till next time!(:HAPPY CNY EVE(: !!-Maybe i really do love you.
This is gonna be a
short post(: Sorry.. ohwells, ive mep performing CA like
next week and im not prepared.. im so not ready yet.. WELL, jiayous RACHAEL!:D Maths spring test today was easy.. haha yeahs, vanessa, i know u think it was too! haha. ohh i hope ill be able to use the com tmr! even though i end at 0930am in the morning... ive got plans with friends for my birthday(: then im gonna get my new phone and dinner with my parents and godparents(: haha. busybusybusy.. isnt this just how life in SG is? (: i still love my country no matter what(: i was born here.. even though i really really love Switzerland alot! That's the first place in my mind ill wanna go too(: how many smileys are there? haha. im too lazy to count! oops! haha(: i just borrowed this book called "For One More Day" from Emmanuelle and im only at pg 16(: Fel says it's the best book ever and it's already not bad at the beginning(: alrights! im so sorry im not online now.. but im just gonna blog this finish and im off the com! yeah whizzing for tmr(: haha. OH expect something frm e on ... (: maybe.. haha. if i have the time(: ill try my best! OH i wont be going for cell for this two coming Saturdays!!!!!):::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: or rather, ill either be leaving right afer service or slightly earlier): there's a CNY NOT compulsory dinner this Sat.. yeahs... and next, it's my Granddad's birthday! haha. that, i have to go.. (: He just gave me money earlier when he found out my birthday's like tmr(: haha! ill miss cell, really, and the fellowsip time.. it's gonna be busy busy busy rachael.. sometimes, we need a break! agree with me? haha. if i come on tmr, ull see a whole list of thank yous(: esp to my classmates(:
FEL CHER EMMIE ILY:DDD ull find out tmr! haha. tadas!
1ONE!
okay this is for yesterday!
3THREE!haha alrights, i just spent my whole day rotting at home.. Not exactly rotting.. My family was spring cleaning and my mum made me pack.. I had this heymath online test to do.. YES I SCORED FULL MARKS! :D but it's only 5%.. okay it's still important(: haha! the most dumb thing ever was that u could actually download the ws and do all the qns before attempting it with only 20minutes! yeah. how dumb! haha. and there' this maths spring test tomorrow! vanessa says she thinks it's gonna be tough, i agree! 5marks for each qns? what is that? okay nevermind, haha. I was supposed to meet tofu today and watch the guys play soccer.. haha. and of all days, it had to rain, just had to rain.. i dont wanna fall sick when my birthday's coming right! so i didnt go for the match at prcs.. didnt meet tofu too, something cropped up.
TOFU REMEMBER THAT A SMILE CAN MAKE THE WORLD SMILE WITH U ALRIGHT? STAY STRONG DEAR! FUXI TOO ALRIGHT!(: I love you girls!Im not sure if i can make it for Megalife this Saturday.. And i wanna go, i really want to. or rather, i need to. i can seriously die at the humungous amt of.... I dont wanna sit on the sofa and have dinner with all the international people i do not know..
Father Lord, can you make a way such that ill be able to go for Megalife this Saturday? In Jesus' name I pray, AMEN!(:Alrights! Now what.. hmms let's see.. ushering was good yesterday(: it has been long since i last ushered(: I just love the way we went shaking everybody's hands!:DDDDD
I WANT MY STRAWBERRYYY ICE CREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD the one with the real strawberry in it.. it's like wheeeeeeee so nice! i love it! haha.and Jason, im not bimbo(: ull find out the more u get to know me(:
Carissa! okay i shall tty later! mum's calling!
2TWO!
4days to TUESDAY!! wheeeeeeeeeeeee.. My BIRTHDAY! im not supposed to be looking forward to it.. but somehow, just somehow, i had no idea how it worked.. but after Ms Terry announced during assembly that because last yr's sec4s did so well, we had a
no-school wednesday(YES!)and CNY celebrations on tues(we're
ending at 930am!YES!) ill probably be going out with brenda, felicia and maybe a few others after school(: My meimei carissa cant cos she has training! how sad): okay okay, after she announced this, i was soooooooo HAPPYYYYY like YEAH! ive been dreading for my birthday to come and suddenly in a split second that thought just took a 180degrees turn! woah! haha.
Alrights, i had a good catching up time with FuXi on Tues(: i really really didnt expect to meet her. It's been ages since ive been talking to ex-Casuarinians besides HJ.. yeahs. I felt so encouraged by FuXi! THANKS DARLING! i know uve noticed im more noisy and loud! haha. We were just talking about so much stuff.. how uch people have changed.. and she was telling me her problems..
FuXi! STAY STRONG ALRIGHTS! Believe in yourself even if no one does! Did God plan for us to meet each other that day? Like, she poured out quite a bit of her problems to me and I was encouraging her and telling her abt Jesus. I guess that was meant to encourage me too! I was just so so so encouraged when she told me she read a post of mine abt how the Lord had spoke to me and how she knows i wont change for the worse.. as in i wont change like how that person did.. like ill defn be able to go to the JC i want to and all. I was so touched, really. THANKS FUXI! IM REALLY GLAD I HAVE SUCH A FRIEND LIKE YOU!(: Lord would you send more encoraging friends to me? someone i can pour out to.. someone i can totally trust.. I really need the support cos life's stressing me out. Life is life, all the problems we have to face and pick ourselves up after each failure to become stronger and bloder in Christ! I need your strength!yeah I decided not to blog what i intend to tell tofu out here.. let the content of each conversation stay in there and not out..
TOFU DARLING! i just hope ure feeling alot better now! i know im not really able to help u and give u the right advice u need but ill be supporting u darling! the cell will too! STAY STRONG AND KEEP HOLDING ON TO HIS PROMISES! He LOVES YOU!ALEX I KNOW UL BE OKAY AND THINGS WILL BE FINE(: Life is life! Everyone goes through it. Just let the smiles appear on ur face(:CARISSA MEIMEI DONT GET TOO DISTRACTED ALRIGHT! ILY MY DEAREST BESTEST MEIMEI! I know i havent been tlaking and spending much time with u, im really sorry! Dont fall sick!:DDDDNow i cant believe my Birthday's coming.. i think im getting my new phone on tues! havent thought of what to get yet! oops! help! what should i get? just not nokia or motorola. haha. josh, i think im addicted to whem im gone and bleeding love even though it's gory! like you cut me up and i keep bleeding.. haha. ohwells! I dont know why i always go high talking to emmie(she gives me Godly encouragement baby! emmie, monday's coming(:), go crazy with felicia(Fel! dont be so bimbo alright! i love u hon!) and have fun with cherlyn(why do we have so much in common?(: haha u pink girl!) They're really sweet and fun to hang out with(: Friends, that's what ull call them(: You GO girls!:D CAs CAs CAs right after CNY! is this crazy or what? Life is life.. gotta study and everything! Too many things on! ughhs! till next time!4FOUR!