This is from EMMERLYN ONG HUI LING:DDDear Friend,
I just had to write to tell you how much I love you and care for you. Yesterday, I saw you walking and laughing with your friends; I hoped that soon you'd want Me to walk along with you, too. So, I painted you a sunset to close your day and whispered a cool breeze to refresh you. I waited; you never called. I just kept on loving you.
As I watched you fall asleep last night, I wanted so much to touch you. I spilled moonlight onto your face trickling down your cheeks as so many tears have. You didn't even think of me; I wanted so much to comfort you.
The next day I exploded a brilliant sunrise into a glorious morning for you. But you woke up late and rushed off to work-you didn't even notice.
My sky became cloudy and My tears were the rain.
I love you! Oh, if you'd only listen. I really love you! I try to say it in the quiet of the green meadow and in the blue sky. The wind whispers My love throughout the treetops and spills it into the vibrant colors of the flowers.
I shout it to you in the thunder of the great waterfalls and I composed love songs for birds to sing for you. I warm you with the clothing of My sunshine and perfume the air with nature's sweet scent.
My love for you is deeper than the ocean and greater than any need in your heart. If you'd only realize how I care. I died just for you. My Dad sends His love. I want you to meet Him. He cares, too. Fathers are just that way.So please call Me soon.
No matter how long it takes, I'll wait because I love you.
Your Friend, Jesus.
This is just to let you know..
You're never alone and that Jesus' loves you(:
Im gonna be in com lab one for TWO WHOLE HOURS!!
or rather, 1hr and 50mins!
Everyone's gonna have their mep performing exam today except
Tatty, Lin hui, Shuen Wen, Samantha and myself!
whoooooooooo:D
yeah ms ng seems to be in a bad mood today..
a REALLY BAD MOOD!
Hear her voice and just wait to get scolded..
OH but emmie thinks she's just acting to make us scared haha
she was joking away with them earlier on!
CRAP!
The computers over here really suck.
Does this proof they're poor or something?
Never..
Talk abt being poor..
no one believes.. oops. xD
Im HUNGRY like mad!
And im bored like mad..
I think im going mad luhhs!
I need to pull my hair.. HAHA
Im gonna cut my hair later on at 9(:
Ivy's coming over(:
And i think i cant wait..
My fringe keeps covering my eye,
making me resemble a MONSTER.
I cant believe the inconsistent amount of homework they throw at us each day..
One day, there's totally no homework..
The next, they throw you:
Composing of 2 songs abt the life as a student in SG for general music,
Composing a song/ nursey rhyme for Kindergaten kids for mep,
A science ws, wb,
Oral comm and that report,
i dont know if there'll be goeg hw,
And there's LIT and MATHS CAs just next week!
I cannot believe how pathetic my life in sec2 is..
OH but at least i have another social life(:
GOD, He's my reason for LIVING:DDEaster was fantastic!
Even though no one could tell we screwed up alil(:
We were all so damn tired on sunday, the last performance..
And many things went wrong..
But the cast did a REALLY GOOD JOB inIMPROVISATION!:DDI just love them so much:DDgonna miss the rehearsals with them and everything..
And i cant go for the celebration lunch with them this coming sundayall thanks to the concert!Have to be at the republic cultural centre at 115!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ILL post pictures of easter rehearsals and everything when i get them okay?they're still editing and everything(:I WANNA EAT MY SWENSONS OR BEN AND JERRY'S STRAWBERRY ICE CREAM LATER ON:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
i dont care if it costs me a bomb(:
I need it badly:D
Been missing it for ages!! hahaha.
Ah, dont wanna blog anymore..
im tired):
wait i cant believe i slept with the lights on and my hp, book, specs, earpiece on my bed and i was lying against my pillow not my head on it..
UNTIL
4AM in the morning!! josh, no wonder im tired):
Can someone make me laugh and really really laugh?
P.S I just heard Ms Ng's really HAPPY now..like she's saying "THANK YOU" with smiles on her face and everything..doesnt this just prove it?Tell me what I did wrong to deserve this from you [part of the lyrics i wrote for composition!]
AHHHHH AHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
RACHAEL IS BACK YO!:D
okay im not supposed to be happy
considering the fact that
i was sitting right in the middle of a stupid argument
during DINNER!!
yes yes dinner!!
cant i even have a peaceful dinner?
And of all things u had to argue abt BREAD
BREAD!!!!!
Can you not stay in the room and watch tv
when you come back home?
You ate in the the room yesterday
yea cos u didnt wanna see her face
ure really stressing e whole family up..
ughhs
Lord help my family!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And you devil in Jesus' name stop
disturbing and harassing us!
Anyways,
EASTER is HERE!!
And im not gonna let the devil take me down!
Rachael's gonna be strong
cos i know my Jesus always loves me
and will NEVER EVER leave or forsake me!
YEAH!
I LOVE MY LORD:DDD
Can't wait for easter!
and no one's coming yet):
awwwww
im gonna start ringing them up!
HMMMS,
i better sleep early..
oops gtg..
have to reach church at 7 tmr!
byes
Will i see a rainbow again?Ill only truly smile a real smile if i do..
OHHHHHHHHHHHH im in the com lab now.. and it's
ORAL COMM!
HAHA yeah! no one's online le):
Cherlyn's busy msning.. *ahems ahems*
haha we're supposed to do reports!(:
Oral comm's cool!
Thank God i went for radio broadcasting last yr at mediacorp!!:DD
HAHA.
Mtr John just walked past me!! HAHAHA.and HE was STARING at CHERLYN'S COM SCREEN!!!MUAHAHAHAHAHAIm sooooo amused!!!!!!
HAHAHAHA
ohhhhh ive easter prac later till 1030!!And ill be late.. cos of doublebass..awwwww but im still going right? haha yeahi had a hard time deciding whether tog o or not..CANT WAIT FOR SATURDAY!!!WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAnd I cant believe Cherlyn and I was having a lil conversationon my letter to Emily HAHAcos Emily kept saying how pretty I wasIm not that pretty luhhs hahaand Cherlyn was like "fake one"haha and that's how the written conversation started!Why did 1/6 have to move to the 1st level?They used to be just right beside our class!If they still were,deb and cherlyn will be passing letters non stop in between lessons!And that goes the same for emily and me..jajajajajajajaja.But the other side of the classroom block is ALWAYS much cooler than the side my class is on!Really, i still remember how stuffy and hot my classroom was last yr!Trying to kiil me luhhs!HAHA Im amusing myself..Everyone's blogging luhhs..........
hahaha.
I wanna eat my cheeeese prata today!
The new Bolly Bolly opened just this week
wonder if it's good!
SO many stalls are closing down in our canteen!
First it was Bolly Bolly then the chicken rice stall
And i had no cheeeeese prata or chicken rice to eat!!!!
awwwwwwww
haha. im dying to eat my cheeese prata
They just killed me without it! HAHA
haha. and joey is taking such a
looooooooooong loooooooooooooooong time
to reply my message..
ahhhhhha u know im bored!
xD this reminds me of how wrongly i spelt juvenile):
oops!! haha. my spelling used to rock ALOT
this is the cause of the lack of reading books!
Im so gonna buy where rainbows end!
okay i shall stop here and
DONT MISS ME:DDDDDill be back on thurs!
BOO!
BOOO!
BOOOO!
okay im being childish.. who cares(: haha.
I have a kid in me..
and i need to be childish now..
josh, what's the word to replace childish?
juvinelle is it? haha yeahyeah(:
kor taught me that(:
JOSH I need to go shopping!
and shopping for
BOOKS and SHOES and DRESSES!!:D
haha im a typical girl after all right?
Im dying to read books!
awwwww.. but they're ex ex ex..
okay whatever.
HAHA.
MY BIG BROTHER ISNT UPDATING HIS BLOG NOW!!):
And should i go for Easter prac or snys sectionals on wed?
haii will time ever slow down!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
HELP
Everyone who reads this, come for easter okay?this sat, doors open at 4! yeah!:DDi forgot what i wanted to post..Ah sharks,Rachael is so forgetful!OH come for easter! PLEASE!LORD MAKE A WAY!:DDyou'll see how awesome it will be!then we can have dinner afte that:DRACHAEL CANT WAIT FOR EASTER!And i know all the megalifers feel the same way too:DTake care peeps!
I'm sorry I'm badI'm sorry I'm blueI'm sorry about allthe things I said to you
RACHAEL IS BACK HAPPY AND TIRED:DDyeah man!
and i cannot believe how dumb my phone is!
The time and date changes whenever it wants to!
it's 1015 now!
But there my phone shows 933! WOWWW
how screwed up it is!
ughhhhs and the contact with the memory card is bad bad bad!
so i cant hear even one complete full song!
i wanna repair it!
ughhhs
1 month and 11 days only!
awwwwwwwww but i lovee my phone alot(:
i thank God i have spare phones!:D
okay! im ooo tired!practice today was good good good!really good!but i was damn tired!haha.josh, i think im going crazy with all these exclamation marks!haha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!And im happy ive free time tmr after school until 7!!!:DD
cos im having a break frm piano after my theory exam(:
haha.
I guess auntie susanna really needs a break too.
her voice sounds sexy!
haha!
so ill come back tmr!:D
Did you ever wonder whythe stars still shineeven when we're throughhow much i still miss you
Rachael is soooo addicted to this song! haha. im not telling anyone!(: josh, the guitar just rocks! i really cant wait to get my elec guitar.. haha! okay, im weird..
I cant believe i slept at
345am yesterday! ahhh zombies zombies zombies.. haha. yes,
what would u do if zombies were populating in SG? haha. it was so interesting(: but i was still freaking out! haha.
I reached home at 11plus last night.. and i am NOT emo! haha. josh, im bored. have to reach church at 12!
[i think ill be late. OOPS!] The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
When I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow findYou and I collide
I'm quiet you know
You make a frist impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow findYou and I collide
Don't stop here I've lost my place
I'm close behind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide
This song is like old already.. but im still in love with it(: but it's definitely not the song im addicted to now(: haha till then!
damned i cant see my tagboard..
no one can..
i wanna scream..
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
why does time pass so slowy?
it takes so long just to type a million 'H's..
ah shit it..
im so sorry i have to vent it here.. but i am so damned irritated!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
crap it.
dying.
JOSH i gotta make this quick! cos my mom's so hogging up this laptop doing her assisgnments once she comes out from the bath which would be in like 5minutes or less! she NEVER BATHES FOR HALF AN HR!! WHY??? haha i seem to be wishing my mom would take ages to bathe.. Oops. xD
OH i just wanted to say:
Even if ur parents give up on u
Even if ur friends give up on u
Even if ur teachers give up on u
Even if the whole world gives up on u,
dont give up on urself
cos..
shark the water'ss stop running!
ill cont on thurs!
ill get killed if she sees me on this!
tada till thurs!