I'm dead- Rachael's dead- i just feel like getting on my bike, ride down to the beach and scream it all out.. i dont wanna do it on my blog.. not here, just not here.. If it even makes sense, ill ride on my imaginary bike and just fall off and get injured. The fact-does it make sense? i wish it did.. Will this feeling ever go away? Im so tempted to use the word damned right here.. But im controlling.. ahhhh.. I just spent my whole day rotting at home today.. the only useful thing i feel i did would have been talking on the phone.. It helps to strengthen relationships.. yeah! The most useful thing--talking on the phone! WOW rachael! im amazed! okay fine i shall stop with this.. ive FIVE CAs this week and im not ready at all.. or rather, u can say that im not even done with 3/4 of the studying.. Science and maths being the exception though.. ughhs. I just have no mood to study even when i have balls full of time! i shall just stop this..
alright! Josh, THANKS TOFU for the present! or rather, presents!(: URE SO SWEET DARLING! THANK YOU!! haha(: i simply love talking to dou, cos she'll always give me the encouragement and advice(: I can go to her abt anything.. She's just the girl.. haha(: thanks dou!I just ate so much today.. But i know all my fats will go somewhere(: hahaha. i havent had my proper dinner.. not even a proper lunch or breakfast today..
I shall spend some time with my brother now..Lord, I want to perservere throughout this race till i reach the end..would You guide me through every step i take and help me face reality together with you..In Jesus' most precious name I pray, AMEN(:Im gonna live each day with a smile for you(:I wanna count the stars in the sky cos I know it'll take forever...
